“I have put on the Starry Crown of Heaven, the potent Disk of ANU on my head
That a kindly Spirit and a kindly Watcher
Like the God that hath made me
May stand at my head always”
“And it means nothing save that a man, being born, is of sadness, for he is of the Blood of the Ancient Ones, but has the ‘Spirit’ of the Elder Gods breathed into him…,When the Great KUTULU rises up and greets the Stars, then the War will be over..,”
This passage is very clear in defining the ‘kindly Spirit’ as being the spirit of the Elder Gods, and the kindly Watcher being KUTULU, as he has greeted the stars completing the great Tantric work.
Earlier in our discussion, we spoke about the Courtship of Inanna and Dumuzi, wherein Utu, trying to convince Inanna to accept Dumuzi as a husband, stated that he was born on the ‘Sacred Marriage Throne.’ This would also make Dumuzi a spiritual son of Inanna, which would explain the ancient mother-son depictions that have been found around the world. However, popular these artifacts are, the meaning of them is often misunderstood.
During the copulation between the King and INANNA/ISHTAR, the King was able to obtain enlightenment and an astral fetus was created, or a spiritual child. This is the Watcher. This spiritual child is KUTULU. Within the Tantric rites of Ancient Sumeria, the priest and priestess worked hard to maintain there state of spiritual awareness, and within this work a new creation was born, or a spiritual being that would act as a vehicle to the initiate. This new creation had to be nourished in order for it to grow. On page 70 of the Simon Necronomicon it mentions that ‘the Watcher is from a Race different from that of Men and yet different from that of the Gods.’ It also mentions that the Watcher in the beginning was with KINGU, and we know that Man was created from the blood of KINGU. Later in the MAGAN Text we are told about ‘Children who were born of earth that in the creation of Anu were spawned.’ One definition of the word spawn is to produce an egg. It is this spiritual egg or fetus, which undergoes development through the GateWalking process, which was a sign of the candidate’s true initiation. In a book entitled THE OMNIPOTENT OOM by Hugh B. Urban, the author has this comment to say concerning Aleister Crowley:
“However, the ultimate goal that Crowley sought through his sexual magical practices seems to have gone far beyond the mundane desire for material wealth; indeed, in his most exalted moments, Crowley appears to have believed that he could achieve the birth of a divine child a spiritual, immortal, godlike being, who would transcend the moral failings of the body born of mere woman. This goal of creating an inner immortal fetus, Crowley suggests, lies at the heart of many esoteric traditions, from ancient Mesopotamia to India to the Arab world.”
From the above quote, we can safely understand that the goal of the Tantric practices of Ancient Sumeria was for the development of a new creation within us, an immortal part of ourselves that was to be nourished and that was conceived on the Sacred Marriage Throne. We will discuss this more in our next discussion concerning the BANDAR SIGN. For now though we will conclude with these following words and definitions.
LILLIK IM LINU USH KIRI
(SPIRIT-DOG) (WIND) (SHINE-NOT) (POISON) (MUZZLE)
(MORSEL-TO TOUCH-TESTICLE) (MALE SLAVE-OPEN FOR ME-A WAY)
TIKU LITTUK NI YISH
(RAINDROPS) (FIRE OIL-RECEIVE) (ONES’ OWN) (SON)
LIBBI IA LU AMESH ID
(APPEASEMENT OF THE GODS) (ENKI) (MAN) (PLURAL)
GINMESH ISHARI LU SAYAN
(MUCH LAPIS LAZULI) (MOUNTAIN-LION) (MAN) (FOUNTAINS OF LIFE)
SAYAMMI YE LA URRADA
(WOMAN-FASTING) (OF) BEAUTY) SOUL-OVERFLOW-PROTECT(
(SINCE TIME IMMEMORIAL) (ABOVE-STAR)